I'll Wait For You

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I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?


So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you


It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.


Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you


So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do


Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

Bon Voyage

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look forward to meet ya again in next 2 months.
gonna miss ya like crazy
dont worry, im right here waitin' 4 ya, not going anywhere coz im breathless without ya


The Lazy song mood
:D

kenapa? why? '?'

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I can lie to ppl that I am ok.. but i can't lie to myself..
actually I can't accept the fact yet..
urrrrmmm.. nothing much I can do.. just let it be...

masa, cepatlah berlalu
hati ini sungguh sakit bagai diranap ranap

knp sgt sukar nk lupa ni?

pimpin tangan ku dan bawa aku keluar dari sengsara ini

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hee, kenapa diduga sampai begini?
hati sungguh sakit
tiada siapa yg dapat lihat
lain la kalau luka di tgn

x sgka hati ini sungguh mudah dilukakan
kenapa perlu buat aku mcm ni?
igt aku ni x da perasaan ke?
jgn main2 la
:(

x semua yg kita nak akan kita dapat rupanya,
nk usaha utk dptkn pun x guna gak
x pe, ada lori ada bas
lepas ni kena belajar utk jadi seseorang yg hati keras

x blh suka2 biar org mainkan perasaan ini lg
sgt pilu rasa skrg ni smpai nk ukir senyuman pun susah, ditipu, diperdayai

hidup penuh dgn drama, mcm lagu making movie
sungguh x duga kebahagian yg diimpikan tak kesampaian
knp hujan turun d tgh hari sedangkan ku sangka panas akan sampai ke petang

tiada tempat utk diluah
perit sgt rasa
hancur remok
x tahu lagi dah mcm mana nk explain

mmg la setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan tp knp harus berpisah mcm ni?
dah la sgt kejap, adeh
hmm, knp aku terlalu mudah jatuh cinta tapi sgt sukar utk melupakan?
Ya Allah, berikan la kekuatan pada hambaMu ini utk meneruskan hari2nya
sengguhnya hanya Engkau yg maha besar dapat memimpin diri ini keluar dari kesengsaraan ini

ketabahan harus dipupuk kerana life goes on dan byk lagi benda yg harus dikecapi
syukur masih memiliki keluarga yg menjadi motivasi kuat utk ku teruskn hidup ini

aku mohon agar segera dpt melupakan dia
tp kenapa sgt sukar
knp aku perlu jatuh hati dgn dia?
kenapa dia?
dia sungguh jahat, cuba membenci dia tp x boleh, dia sgt sweet, dia baik tp dia tipu..
nmpaknya mmg balasan atas muka bumi, mcm hukum karma, kdg2 suka tipu org at last diri sendiri kena tipu, ok fine.

mgkin ada hikmahnya, tp knp x dpt nk pk secara positif ni?
i really need a doctor

:(

ASLEEP

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Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed

Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go


Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore


Sing to me
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore


Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go


There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be
Well ...


Bye bye
Bye ...

The Smiths

SPEECHLESS

Attention!!!
Do i really care what people want to say about me...???
I know myself better than anyone else, so judge urself before judges other...
Its speaks for itself.... , ezzarhan ♥

a very own of ME......

To be honest and straight to the point with you, that i NOT LOOKING FOR ATTENTION! :) unless i ask lorh.

I guess most of the guests over here, don't really spent the time on this stupid Purple box with full of Words. I do appreciated the one who are actually reading it now, RIGHT HERE ! I would say THANK YOU fellas !

About me ! Too much to say :) LOL
My EQ and Confidence are LOW ! but people do say am very attracting and smile would properly lust you on !
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA ! Bullshit., i don't think it that way.

I prefer staying at home. Good Meals with Music and fancy sweet drink at home, just Perfect than any 5 stars Hotels out there.
Please do no think i am Funny because i am Weird freak like my BFF use to say (miss you dude).
I do self motivate sometimes, my self help books are more than your blog visitors. So i am Happy.
:)

I have Chibi (black and white cat) as my pet, at home (Langkawi) !
Power Rangers and Ultraman are my Super Hero.


Hacked into school system just want to have a look on the final exam papers.
Love the flag with Black , Red and Yellow Color.
Tell me the answer of this 1 + 1 x 0 = ?

Well. that's me !
anyway, do you believe in Ghost ? or Spiritual kind of stuff ? Please tell me that i am not ALONE !
Spooky and Creepy huh?
Just a typical home boy doesn't like going out much like Clubs,Pubs or Lepakings. Movie and Concerts perhaps YES !

Why there is no Sexual Preferences in my blog ? if you ask me this, i gonna to chase you around and spank your bu** with Sugar Cane !

I do hope i could find the piece of Golden Heart.
Looking for : Two is better than One (luckily i already found 1, thats enough)

Easy-going
Attitude -free
Look- pleasant
Physical-fit
Life- not complaining, and thank GOD for letting live another day each day

More About me:
Kinda shy at first, polite, sincere, great listener, enjoy simple pleasures, a sweetheart, gentle, generous, genial, low key, low maintenance, no attitude and love great conversations.


practice of life!

Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time for prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Dreams last so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you "
D-0nt Lo-ok 8 m3: * . *.*. * . ** . *.*OPEN
** . *.*. * . * . * THE WINDOWS
* .. * . * ..* * . *.*. * OF HEAVEN
¸.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨) * . *.*LOOK TO ME
(¸.•´ (¸.•` *.*.*.** . *.*. *AND ASK
...*(¨`•.•´¨) .*.*.*.*.* * . *.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
. * .`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨) * . * . * . * ...*DREAM
. * .*.. *`•.¸.•´* (¨`•.•´¨) * . *FOR
* .. *..(¨`•.•´¨). *`•.¸.•´* . *TODAY?
..* ... *`•.¸.•´ * *. * . * . * ... *I
* . * . * . . * . *.*. * . * . *ANSWERED:
___00000___00000 *.*. * . * .. *GOD
__0000000_0000000. * . * . *TAKE
__0000 OOOO 00000. * . * . *CARE
___0000000000000 * . * . * . *OF
____00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON
______0000000 * . *. * . * . * .. * . *.*THAT
________000 * . *. * . * ... * . *.*IS
_________0* . * .. ** .. * . *.*READING
* . * .. ** .. * . * . * . * . *.*THIS
.. * . (\ *** /) * . *.*.*TESTIMONIAL
.* . * ( \(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE,
.* . * (_ /|\ _) . *. * THIS PERSON IS
.* . * . /___\ * . . * . *SO
*. * . * . * . . * *SPECIAL
FOR ME....
BECAUSE THE PERSON IS MY FRIEND .....

Thank you ! Terima Kasih ! Merci Beaucorp ! Dank u ! Danke Schon ! Arigato Goizamasu ! Xie Xie ni !

really BORN THIS WAY????

Lady Gaga – Born This Way

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are"
She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
(Born this way)

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!

Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice of truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


nah, satisfied?
yeah i do have lots of wondering..

"Im a bisexual, okaay! You buy my something and I become sexual!" hahahahaha !!

some more

"So if you're poor or if you're a tree, she don't care!"

WiTHwL????

What is the h**l with LIFE?

Life is complicated – If YOU say so!

Life is easy – If YOU say so!!

Love is like War – Easy come, hard to let go!!

"Which way are you going? The left one where there is nothing right? Or the right one, where there is nothing left?"

I learned three main things about life;

1. If you are arrogant – more people will like you!!
2. If you are kind – people take advantage of you!!
3. If you love someone – people play games with you!!

Therefore always play your safety zone – first and foremost to protect your own feeling, cause in the end you will end up getting hurt…

Life too short too be bitter, and hat rage belongs to the past. If you can’t move on or put things behind you, you will never recover, and your heart will be lost until you find yourself again.

Sometimes we have to kick our friend’s ass for them to wake up!!
Sometimes we have to realize rejection is not the end of the world, but an opening to being accepted by someone more unique.

People love us for who we are, we are funny, creative, crazy, outrageous, lively, bold & beautiful – don’t let it change by being arrogant.

Guys out there!! If you are that kinda person just because you have a great body or good looks – you got it all wrong. In the end you will get old and looks don’t matter that much anymore. Be humble when you should, and strong when you have too!!

Look yourself in the mirror and see your soul, not the appearance, then if you see a beautiful soul, then you got it right!!

Everyone is born to this earth with special purpose and reason. Do treasure what ever you have around you and explore your dreams or targets with your full strength and spirit. Nothing will stop you from achieving your goal.
I believe making friend through the identity of pictures does not show the sincerity of friendship. As we can’t judge the book by its cover, it is better to establish the relationship by understand and share your experience with some one you want to be friend. You may have 365 days one night stand but without the true friendship to support the relationship you will not be secure or comfortable.

You’re welcome to leave a comment to me to share your life experience.
Love is tender and sweet but is fragile as well.
Long term relationship is secure but is hard to get.
Life is short, you need to enjoy while you’re afford to....

IDEALISTIC CHAMPION

You are introspective, cooperative, informative, and expressive. You have a strong desire to make your thoughts known to the world. When you speak or write, you are often hoping to use your convictions to motivate others to participate in advocacy or you hope to reveal a hidden truth about the human experience. You are greatly concerned with ethics and justice and have a strong desire to speak about current issues and events. You are the most inspiring and animated of the role variants. You are very individualistic and you feel a need to experience significant social events. You consider intense emotional experiences to be vital to life and view the world as a drama. You are constantly seeking to learn about everything that has to do with advancement of good and the retreat of evil in the world. You strive toward a kind of personal authenticity and this intention always to be yourself is usually quite attractive to others. At the same time, you have outstanding intuitive powers and can tell what is going on inside of others, reading hidden emotions and giving special significant to words or actions. In fact, you are constantly scanning the social environment, and no intriguing character or silent motive is likely to escape your attention. You are good with people and usually have a wide range of personal relationships. You are warm and full of energy with your friends. You are good in public and on the telephone, and are so spontaneous and dramatic that others love to be in your company. You are a positive, exuberant person, and often your confidence in the goodness of life and of human nature makes good things happen.

Enjoy conversation ...exchanging ideas...philosophies..and the meaning of life...

Commitment and Responsibility, two big words that always hard 2 find...but am not a perfectionist either...so acceptance and tolerance is the answer...

In search for someone to pair and to share...the meaning of life...to the fullest...

(mood : live the life)

DESPERATE TO STRIVE AS A "SKINNY"

ouch damn

Im fucking desperate to be skinny, slender, thin, slim and what so ever that related with it..
nah, its so hard to follow all those bloody tips..

despite im afraid to choose a short cut ways though...

arghhhh, this is totally killing me lor...

bulemia?
should i practice it?
i want to, its like a fashion show.
runway (vomit) on the stages (toilet bowl)........

sincerely,
ezzarhan a.k.a murai meriah

im not ur b**ch!

daaaa...
like i did mentioned above
PS: im not ur average guy rite?

so, like Avril Lavigne said, i dont give a damn, ok?
nah, idc what u want to said, i think you should start listening to "need you" song by travie mcCoy coz that bloody song best described u.

well, i know u wont care, excuse me again, what? do you think i did care?
LOL :))

FYI, i dont mind it though.

look, even u said "AMD" and yell it out everywhere...
hmmm, i dont think u are the best damn thing that will happen to me cause u r not Tomy Lima.

haha

well, luckily i do believe that there are someone gonna replace u one day!
u know what jerk!
i did!
i mean its happen!
nah, told u what b$st*rd, i found 1, 100 times much better than you.

nanananana

the best word for u is "serve u right!"

adios....